No worries mate,
I remember at the time i was looking into Aids/Hiv, i had to do some work at the Aids counselling centre.
I got talking to one of the councellers and asked him if Aids was carried in sperm, and about T cell counts.
Mate ,he never had a fucking clue , his job was to tell you to munch on one of his leaflets and always wear a condom over your fucking head if you went outside.
I remember thinking ,God help anyone that thinks they have it, and come to these clowns for help.
I can understand your despair mate, but thank fuck you saw the light.